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Part of a full-length album of original songs conceived, written, and performed by a group of ten selected LGBTQIA+ young people from across the United States. And the craziest part... they recorded the whole thing from the comfort of their own homes.

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When I kissed her
On New Years
Did you look away?

Normally with her I feel free
But when I knew your eyes were watching
My heart dropped

I’m not what you wanted
I guess I’m not what I saw for me either
Will you let that go with me
‘Cause I still hear your voice saying no no no no no no

Took me back to when I sat on my floor and sobbed
Wondering if you’d come to my wedding
Would you sit in the front row
Wondering if you’d show
Your friends pictures
When they ask how we are
Does everyone go through this?
‘Cause you feel so far (you feel so far)

A hundred psychics could tell I’m right
That I know who I am
But one word from you
I’m crumbling, I can’t stand
I can’t stand

I’m not what you wanted
I guess I’m not what I saw for me either
Will you let that go with me
‘Cause I still hear your voice saying no no no no no no

I feel like I’ve been lying
‘Cause no one knew
I was crying
No

I’m not what you wanted
I guess I’m not what I saw for me either
Will you let that go with me
‘Cause I still hear your voice saying no no no no no no

I’m not what you wanted
Will you let that go with me
Please

credits

from The Future Perfect Project: Not What You Pictured, released January 21, 2022
Written by Delia Hughes
Produced by Thomas Varner (@_thomasvarner)
Mixed by Thomas Varner (@_thomasvarner)
Mastered by Piper Payne (@lacqueristhebestmedicine) at @infrasonicsound

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Future Perfect Records Kingston, New York

a 12 month residency for musicians at the future perfect project 🤸

exclusively queer artists ages 14-22

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